Friday, July 25, 2008
11:19 PM
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
24 July 2008. How can I ever forget today? It was the first time ever that I went for detention. Not for 2 periods but for a whole day. From 7.30am to 2pm, with the whole group who didn't went for Racial Harmony Day yesterday. Asked me if I was feeling mad, yes, but not at the teachers. Infact, I was feeling guility towards them. I should have just came to school although I will be late after that something happened in the morning. Anyways, I'm just sorry for causing all the unnecessary trouble which all the teachers had said this morning.
The whole group of us were in the hall. What were we doing? Reflection forms. Hear teachers talk to us (really glad that they spoke to us very nicely). The rest of the time were dedicated to studying and completing all the other homework time. Some of them were sleeping, some were listening to music. I was busy asking Xin Ling and Emelynn to help me solve the questions.hehe. XL and Emo were allowed to returned back to class but they stayed on to accompany me. hahas such nice friends they are! (lols they got another reason!) Anyway missing a day of lessons for some classes was big trouble. For me, 2 periods of Chemistry! I'm so dead. plus 4 periods of Humans, 1 A math, 1 El and 1 CL.
Anyway I guess all of us will be feeling better now that we have gotten our punishment. DM had told us about the upcoming National Day. I love DM, Mrs Chee and Mr Koh. They didn't raise their voice at us but spoke to us very nicely. Sometimes, when people speak to you nicely, it'll make you feel worst, right? PS: Mr Leong is also very nice to us. He knows we're bored. lol. *secret*
Oh yah back to why I was feeling angry. Was I angry for missing lessons the whole day? NO! Was I angry for being punished? No, I deserve it for not having an excuse valid enough (since I could come in the noon) I guess all of us there were more mad at the people who too did not have valid excuse but was excused from the punishment. It wasn't fair right?
You all know who you are. I don't believe that only XL, EMO and I should be there, some others who are supposed to be there but were not there. One word which the discipline committee kept emphasing in the morning, INTEGRITY. It's all about integrity. You dare to do it, admit it. If you aren't really so ill that you can't get out of bed, admit it. I admit, if it was a normal school day with all the other lessons, I would have came to school even though I had diarrhea. That's why I remained sitted there when they gave us a chance to explain.
Everything I said here about myself can be found in the reflection form I wrote so I'm not hiding any truths about the incident.
*some of the things that happened in the hall cannot be reveal. too bad.
To be honest, I don't know when this thing will close.... because the SGC was mentioned during the scolding.
8:26 PM
♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
When I know KSW is getting married, I thought I'll be happy la but then I ended up feeling more sad then happy. Anyway, this thing isn't really something good for him, with the removal of advertisments and other contracts, he just lost SG$13million (10 billion korean currency), it's insane!
Seriously, I so badly want to use the F*** word okay (because you use it on me)! But I won't ruin my image because of this, no point, not worth at all!
QUOTE: "Who the fk u think i am to you man? Pls lors, i'm juz ur fren"Since you use such a tone, fine, why shall I be nice now. Who are you to me?! Just like what you said, my classmate, a friend. Yes, you know that you are just a friend to me and yet you actually said all those ******** things to me! If a very very (note it's 2 very)good friend told me that, I'll most probably close 2 eyes. How to tolerate if someone who is only a friend told you all these stuffs?! Isn't it just natural to be angry?! For goodness sake la, I don't see why I need to talk to you after ONLY 5 days that you said those stuffs. I have all the rights to be angry! If you think I'm too much, think again, is it you or me that went too far?! Don't use that F*** word on me, who do you think you are la! Seriously, I don't wish to say all these stuffs, it's all because of the fk word that you use. Using vulguarities on me, seriously wadever! Pardon me, but you've obviously mistaken me for someone who gives a damn.
Quek will know that I could have made this whole thing a trillion times more mean.
8:27 PM
♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008
When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger,
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!
Whoa-oh! Stay! Whoa-oh!
Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
10:51 PM
♥
You were the one who I could tell
my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped
away my tears.
When he hurt me
you were my prince
sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
you were falling in love
So now I've lost everything,
Cause now you say you're gone forever more
So who will I
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
and who will I turn to
Now that you're not here
in my life
You were the one I took for granted
All those years.
And you were the one,
I should of known
it was so clear
How could I be so blind not to see
whats before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me
if it takes the rest of my life
Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more
I would gladly turn and cross the
deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have
you here with me.
I realize that I was blind but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life.
Oh baby can't you see.
Who will be there for me
who's gonna rescue me
who's gonna share my dreams
who's gonna mend this broken heart.
10:44 PM
♥
Friday, July 18, 2008
tang Xin Feng Bao has finally reached the climax of the show! yes finally after enduring for 30 episodes. I'm just so looking forward to every single episode now. quickly end the show and I can off my TV for the next few months! (:
Recently, so many things have happened to me. Took the O Level Listening Comprehension alone (again!) because I had swollen eyes. It is offical, I'm allergic to durians. Dang! Heard a lot of things recently. It was only on that day that I realise how much someone disliked me, anw oh wells, idk. Not a close friend anw. and regarding another thing, well, I never thought I would feel this way, never!
randoms:
Yay Kwon Sang Woo is finally attached! I'm so happy for him, read about it in the newspapers, his girlfriend is so pretty la! Ok now I'm waiting to see if Rain will get a girlfriend. LOL.
2 days and I guess you want to know how I feel, if you want just go ahead and read. (others u can just ignore it la)
Some jokes shouldn't be carried too far. Yes you may think that I'm a very open person, but did you even know what you were babbling that day?! Ask me if I'm offended, of course la! Go tell that to any girls and see if they can tolerate it. It wasn't as if you did not know I was in a bad mood that day, and yet you have to say all this things to make my day worst. If you would have just stop saying all those sick and disguisting stuffs, I wouldn't have been that angry. Why do you have to continue after I have asked you to keep quiet?! If you don't know how to draw the line, I'll draw that line for you now. You might be angry after reading all my rants but it is nothing compared to hearing you say all those things!
to the others who read that paragraph. I'm not petty or anything ok, if you have heard the exact words that came out from the person's mouth, you would have probably been equally if not more offended.
11:01 PM
♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I'm so freaking stressed up! 102 more days to O's and about another 40 more days to prelims. how how how?!!! i can't afford to screw it. I dunno why I even have problems solving some basic trigo problems!! am i just dumb or stupid?!
8:23 PM
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
Decided to blog today, just want to jot down some important part of my lives. Just now when i was online, Kenny mentioned about how all of us will split up in just 3-4 months time. To be exact, it's just 3 months of classtime together. I will seriously miss everyone badly. My primary school experience hasn't been very memorable except for the presence of a few people especially.... (=
Secondary school has been great! I'm just so gonna miss every moment of it. let's put sec1 and sec2 aside for now and talk about sec3 and sec4. I'll miss the people here, Xin Ling, Tate, Tat, Kenny, Jermaine, Emelynn, Ying Min, Yug, Mark, Ying Tai etc. etc. etc. I guess after O Levels i will upload all the pictures I took of our class. Iat is gonna kill me for uploading some photos.
I kind of like the new time table, every day except monday. For some reasons, I don't quite like the current PE lessons timing though.. hmm.. Friday simply rocks! 4 hours of Mrs Yap. hahas CE lessons with her is definetly so much more fun! I'm so looking forward to the rest of the coming CE lessons. Like what Iat say, Mrs Teo is funny too but well, in a different way la.
Kenny loves Jestin and Vice Versa. (sorry Yew Huai, I'm gonna type this down so in future I can look back and laugh)
I was thinking of some questions when I was watching some drama. I guess everyone knows how a girl will feel if she found out her bf have been two timing her. but guys, how do you actually feel if one day, you realise your gf have been two timing you?
yay there's church tmr! =)
If I were her, I wouldn't want this to happen to me. But I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?
12:12 AM
♥
Friday, July 04, 2008
PICTURES TAKEN DURING BIOLOGY PRATICAL! =)
dissection of flowers.
cross section of an ovary (LILY)
pictures taken By Xin Ling and Ms Kwa (I'm not sure if her surname is spelt like this. =X)
9:08 AM
♥
Friday, July 25, 2008
11:19 PM
♥
Thursday, July 24, 2008
24 July 2008. How can I ever forget today? It was the first time ever that I went for detention. Not for 2 periods but for a whole day. From 7.30am to 2pm, with the whole group who didn't went for Racial Harmony Day yesterday. Asked me if I was feeling mad, yes, but not at the teachers. Infact, I was feeling guility towards them. I should have just came to school although I will be late after that something happened in the morning. Anyways, I'm just sorry for causing all the unnecessary trouble which all the teachers had said this morning.
The whole group of us were in the hall. What were we doing? Reflection forms. Hear teachers talk to us (really glad that they spoke to us very nicely). The rest of the time were dedicated to studying and completing all the other homework time. Some of them were sleeping, some were listening to music. I was busy asking Xin Ling and Emelynn to help me solve the questions.hehe. XL and Emo were allowed to returned back to class but they stayed on to accompany me. hahas such nice friends they are! (lols they got another reason!) Anyway missing a day of lessons for some classes was big trouble. For me, 2 periods of Chemistry! I'm so dead. plus 4 periods of Humans, 1 A math, 1 El and 1 CL.
Anyway I guess all of us will be feeling better now that we have gotten our punishment. DM had told us about the upcoming National Day. I love DM, Mrs Chee and Mr Koh. They didn't raise their voice at us but spoke to us very nicely. Sometimes, when people speak to you nicely, it'll make you feel worst, right? PS: Mr Leong is also very nice to us. He knows we're bored. lol. *secret*
Oh yah back to why I was feeling angry. Was I angry for missing lessons the whole day? NO! Was I angry for being punished? No, I deserve it for not having an excuse valid enough (since I could come in the noon) I guess all of us there were more mad at the people who too did not have valid excuse but was excused from the punishment. It wasn't fair right?
You all know who you are. I don't believe that only XL, EMO and I should be there, some others who are supposed to be there but were not there. One word which the discipline committee kept emphasing in the morning, INTEGRITY. It's all about integrity. You dare to do it, admit it. If you aren't really so ill that you can't get out of bed, admit it. I admit, if it was a normal school day with all the other lessons, I would have came to school even though I had diarrhea. That's why I remained sitted there when they gave us a chance to explain.
Everything I said here about myself can be found in the reflection form I wrote so I'm not hiding any truths about the incident.
*some of the things that happened in the hall cannot be reveal. too bad.
To be honest, I don't know when this thing will close.... because the SGC was mentioned during the scolding.
8:26 PM
♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
When I know KSW is getting married, I thought I'll be happy la but then I ended up feeling more sad then happy. Anyway, this thing isn't really something good for him, with the removal of advertisments and other contracts, he just lost SG$13million (10 billion korean currency), it's insane!
Seriously, I so badly want to use the F*** word okay (because you use it on me)! But I won't ruin my image because of this, no point, not worth at all!
QUOTE: "Who the fk u think i am to you man? Pls lors, i'm juz ur fren"Since you use such a tone, fine, why shall I be nice now. Who are you to me?! Just like what you said, my classmate, a friend. Yes, you know that you are just a friend to me and yet you actually said all those ******** things to me! If a very very (note it's 2 very)good friend told me that, I'll most probably close 2 eyes. How to tolerate if someone who is only a friend told you all these stuffs?! Isn't it just natural to be angry?! For goodness sake la, I don't see why I need to talk to you after ONLY 5 days that you said those stuffs. I have all the rights to be angry! If you think I'm too much, think again, is it you or me that went too far?! Don't use that F*** word on me, who do you think you are la! Seriously, I don't wish to say all these stuffs, it's all because of the fk word that you use. Using vulguarities on me, seriously wadever! Pardon me, but you've obviously mistaken me for someone who gives a damn.
Quek will know that I could have made this whole thing a trillion times more mean.
8:27 PM
♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008
When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger,
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!
Whoa-oh! Stay! Whoa-oh!
Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
10:51 PM
♥
You were the one who I could tell
my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped
away my tears.
When he hurt me
you were my prince
sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
you were falling in love
So now I've lost everything,
Cause now you say you're gone forever more
So who will I
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
and who will I turn to
Now that you're not here
in my life
You were the one I took for granted
All those years.
And you were the one,
I should of known
it was so clear
How could I be so blind not to see
whats before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me
if it takes the rest of my life
Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more
I would gladly turn and cross the
deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have
you here with me.
I realize that I was blind but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life.
Oh baby can't you see.
Who will be there for me
who's gonna rescue me
who's gonna share my dreams
who's gonna mend this broken heart.
10:44 PM
♥
Friday, July 18, 2008
tang Xin Feng Bao has finally reached the climax of the show! yes finally after enduring for 30 episodes. I'm just so looking forward to every single episode now. quickly end the show and I can off my TV for the next few months! (:
Recently, so many things have happened to me. Took the O Level Listening Comprehension alone (again!) because I had swollen eyes. It is offical, I'm allergic to durians. Dang! Heard a lot of things recently. It was only on that day that I realise how much someone disliked me, anw oh wells, idk. Not a close friend anw. and regarding another thing, well, I never thought I would feel this way, never!
randoms:
Yay Kwon Sang Woo is finally attached! I'm so happy for him, read about it in the newspapers, his girlfriend is so pretty la! Ok now I'm waiting to see if Rain will get a girlfriend. LOL.
2 days and I guess you want to know how I feel, if you want just go ahead and read. (others u can just ignore it la)
Some jokes shouldn't be carried too far. Yes you may think that I'm a very open person, but did you even know what you were babbling that day?! Ask me if I'm offended, of course la! Go tell that to any girls and see if they can tolerate it. It wasn't as if you did not know I was in a bad mood that day, and yet you have to say all this things to make my day worst. If you would have just stop saying all those sick and disguisting stuffs, I wouldn't have been that angry. Why do you have to continue after I have asked you to keep quiet?! If you don't know how to draw the line, I'll draw that line for you now. You might be angry after reading all my rants but it is nothing compared to hearing you say all those things!
to the others who read that paragraph. I'm not petty or anything ok, if you have heard the exact words that came out from the person's mouth, you would have probably been equally if not more offended.
11:01 PM
♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I'm so freaking stressed up! 102 more days to O's and about another 40 more days to prelims. how how how?!!! i can't afford to screw it. I dunno why I even have problems solving some basic trigo problems!! am i just dumb or stupid?!
8:23 PM
♥
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Decided to blog today, just want to jot down some important part of my lives. Just now when i was online, Kenny mentioned about how all of us will split up in just 3-4 months time. To be exact, it's just 3 months of classtime together. I will seriously miss everyone badly. My primary school experience hasn't been very memorable except for the presence of a few people especially.... (=
Secondary school has been great! I'm just so gonna miss every moment of it. let's put sec1 and sec2 aside for now and talk about sec3 and sec4. I'll miss the people here, Xin Ling, Tate, Tat, Kenny, Jermaine, Emelynn, Ying Min, Yug, Mark, Ying Tai etc. etc. etc. I guess after O Levels i will upload all the pictures I took of our class. Iat is gonna kill me for uploading some photos.
I kind of like the new time table, every day except monday. For some reasons, I don't quite like the current PE lessons timing though.. hmm.. Friday simply rocks! 4 hours of Mrs Yap. hahas CE lessons with her is definetly so much more fun! I'm so looking forward to the rest of the coming CE lessons. Like what Iat say, Mrs Teo is funny too but well, in a different way la.
Kenny loves Jestin and Vice Versa. (sorry Yew Huai, I'm gonna type this down so in future I can look back and laugh)
I was thinking of some questions when I was watching some drama. I guess everyone knows how a girl will feel if she found out her bf have been two timing her. but guys, how do you actually feel if one day, you realise your gf have been two timing you?
yay there's church tmr! =)
If I were her, I wouldn't want this to happen to me. But I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?
12:12 AM
♥
Friday, July 04, 2008
PICTURES TAKEN DURING BIOLOGY PRATICAL! =)
dissection of flowers.
cross section of an ovary (LILY)
pictures taken By Xin Ling and Ms Kwa (I'm not sure if her surname is spelt like this. =X)
9:08 AM
♥