24 July 2008. How can I ever forget today? It was the first time ever that I went for detention. Not for 2 periods but for a whole day. From 7.30am to 2pm, with the whole group who didn't went for Racial Harmony Day yesterday. Asked me if I was feeling mad, yes, but not at the teachers. Infact, I was feeling guility towards them. I should have just came to school although I will be late after that something happened in the morning. Anyways, I'm just sorry for causing all the unnecessary trouble which all the teachers had said this morning.
The whole group of us were in the hall. What were we doing? Reflection forms. Hear teachers talk to us (really glad that they spoke to us very nicely). The rest of the time were dedicated to studying and completing all the other homework time. Some of them were sleeping, some were listening to music. I was busy asking Xin Ling and Emelynn to help me solve the questions.hehe. XL and Emo were allowed to returned back to class but they stayed on to accompany me. hahas such nice friends they are! (lols they got another reason!) Anyway missing a day of lessons for some classes was big trouble. For me, 2 periods of Chemistry! I'm so dead. plus 4 periods of Humans, 1 A math, 1 El and 1 CL.
Anyway I guess all of us will be feeling better now that we have gotten our punishment. DM had told us about the upcoming National Day. I love DM, Mrs Chee and Mr Koh. They didn't raise their voice at us but spoke to us very nicely. Sometimes, when people speak to you nicely, it'll make you feel worst, right? PS: Mr Leong is also very nice to us. He knows we're bored. lol. *secret*
Oh yah back to why I was feeling angry. Was I angry for missing lessons the whole day? NO! Was I angry for being punished? No, I deserve it for not having an excuse valid enough (since I could come in the noon) I guess all of us there were more mad at the people who too did not have valid excuse but was excused from the punishment. It wasn't fair right?
You all know who you are. I don't believe that only XL, EMO and I should be there, some others who are supposed to be there but were not there. One word which the discipline committee kept emphasing in the morning, INTEGRITY. It's all about integrity. You dare to do it, admit it. If you aren't really so ill that you can't get out of bed, admit it. I admit, if it was a normal school day with all the other lessons, I would have came to school even though I had diarrhea. That's why I remained sitted there when they gave us a chance to explain.
Everything I said here about myself can be found in the reflection form I wrote so I'm not hiding any truths about the incident.
*some of the things that happened in the hall cannot be reveal. too bad.
To be honest, I don't know when this thing will close.... because the SGC was mentioned during the scolding.