Wednesday, April 11, 2007
there were so much things i wanted to say bout SYF today... wanted to talk about the judges and really talk about the entire SYF feelings but I'm not in the mood for it... you'll know why later.
"Tanjong Katong Secondary School. Silver" this feeling sucks! that was the 1st time anyone in this batch has probably heard our name linked to a Silver. well I cried but than felt much better when the alumni started comforting etc. Mr Azlan told us to Remember, Believe and Live. We know it wasn't our fault. we tried our best. all SYF school bands will know the standard this year is really high. the no. of GOLD bands should be the no. of GWH bands. and the no. of SILVERS should be the no. of GOLD. anw its over, Mdm Nora and Mr Azlan speech was rather motivational. Why should we care what others are going to say?! SO smart right, come on pick any band instrument with no musical background, try playing the outdoor style, than switch to indoor style within the few months and try going for SYF doing better than us. Results have shown that standards this year are really high. Im not comforting myself here... there is nothing to regret about because we all know we did our best.... Well done to Mr Azlan toO! congrats to Nanyang Girls!
this is why im not in the mood to talk about everything that happened this morning... somehow I know God answered my prayer. I prayed that nothing ah ma will not leave us before SYF and he answered my prayer. She's still around but her condition worsened. This morning my dad told me that ah ma has became a bit blur. not being able to recognise people. Just now in the car he told me that she's fading away. its the 1st time I see him cry. and he started to tell me that she cant open her eyes and told me that she'll be in heaven etc. I just cant bare to see her suffer. i cant bare to see her leave us too. the pastors did pray to God to take her away peaceful.. im really worried that this whole thing will affect my mid year exams performance. everything has to happen today. help me stay strong...God has his plan for each and everyone of us... quote: Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still. So… remember to do something useful and beneficial everyday...don't let your precious life go to waste....
5:18 PM
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