Hate this holiday! what sort of holidays is this! Holiday homework and so many days where I have to go back to school. I am spending both my weekends during the "holidays" in school. oh yeah for the 1st time, I will have to go back to school on my birthday.
I'm rather pissed over the stupid homework. There's this stupid a math hw that we have to logon to ace-learning. guess what? I did the quiz even before i went through the video lessons. no wonder i have problem doing the questions. urgh! The best part of all is that the quiz marks will be actually counted as part of our CA in term2! there goes my A1! urgh!
Stress level 9/10. Still worried for my add math quiz thing. Had band practice today. Some parts I enjoy some parts I didn't. I think I will miss the masterclass teacher. His clarinet sound and tone is so nice. haish. will miss it. Ooh by the way we're going to have an exchange programme with RGS, Nanyang Girls, Crescent Girls and Fuhua Secondary. Cool! hahas lols good for the boys than. It'll be a feast for their eyes. waa sian only one mixed school. hahas.
its always us and us and us. Do you understand how the feeling of being pick out infront of the woodwinds? putting 2 stars beside us and being commented by our SL that we are the worst in the whole band?! It sucks big time okay. I cried I really did! I understand how others felt when people complained that they were too soft, tone too thin etc. Does it help to be insensitive and very straightforward? This does not refer to a certain someone but it refers to those out there who just say things without sparing a thought for others... It's not easy taking us I know (don't say im bullshitting). I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm just feeling too depress. It's just the feeling of failing your common test and people coming to tell you you're the worst in the whole cohort. It's that type of feeling.
sometimes its too late to take back things that you have said...
signing out...
8:42 PM ♥
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Hate this holiday! what sort of holidays is this! Holiday homework and so many days where I have to go back to school. I am spending both my weekends during the "holidays" in school. oh yeah for the 1st time, I will have to go back to school on my birthday.
I'm rather pissed over the stupid homework. There's this stupid a math hw that we have to logon to ace-learning. guess what? I did the quiz even before i went through the video lessons. no wonder i have problem doing the questions. urgh! The best part of all is that the quiz marks will be actually counted as part of our CA in term2! there goes my A1! urgh!
Stress level 9/10. Still worried for my add math quiz thing. Had band practice today. Some parts I enjoy some parts I didn't. I think I will miss the masterclass teacher. His clarinet sound and tone is so nice. haish. will miss it. Ooh by the way we're going to have an exchange programme with RGS, Nanyang Girls, Crescent Girls and Fuhua Secondary. Cool! hahas lols good for the boys than. It'll be a feast for their eyes. waa sian only one mixed school. hahas.
its always us and us and us. Do you understand how the feeling of being pick out infront of the woodwinds? putting 2 stars beside us and being commented by our SL that we are the worst in the whole band?! It sucks big time okay. I cried I really did! I understand how others felt when people complained that they were too soft, tone too thin etc. Does it help to be insensitive and very straightforward? This does not refer to a certain someone but it refers to those out there who just say things without sparing a thought for others... It's not easy taking us I know (don't say im bullshitting). I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm just feeling too depress. It's just the feeling of failing your common test and people coming to tell you you're the worst in the whole cohort. It's that type of feeling.
sometimes its too late to take back things that you have said...