Monday, March 20, 2006
It has been like that since the holidays started. Its always you who started everything. Now, if I did not take the initiative, that’s the end of today. Today used to be a happy day. Now, today seems like a normal day like it has always been. Where has the excitement, suspense and smile, blushes gone to. Faded ler mahh? I don’t like this feeling of hanging in mid air not knowing to take a step forward or a step back. 
Im lost.
 
5:15 PM
♥
 
Monday, March 20, 2006
It has been like that since the holidays started. Its always you who started everything. Now, if I did not take the initiative, that’s the end of today. Today used to be a happy day. Now, today seems like a normal day like it has always been. Where has the excitement, suspense and smile, blushes gone to. Faded ler mahh? I don’t like this feeling of hanging in mid air not knowing to take a step forward or a step back. 
Im lost.
 
5:15 PM
♥